A Passing

Its so shit how it takes a passing of someone you knew to make you realise how fragile our lives are and makes me step back and take a look at my own life and where its heading. Makes me think of all the people whose lives this will affect and how they must be feeling right now, so tragic, so painful and just plain shit. Makes me think of a time when i thought my own life was in passing and how much i didn't want to died, which brings me back to the initial thought... am i happy with what i'm doing in life? Do i have goals and am I "on track"? Do these goals have an underly objective of internal happiness or are they just plain materialistic?

With that in mind, i'm about to hit the books to study for my second last ever CPA exam, which is next Tuesday. Why am i doing CPA? More money? yes, materialistic as it sounds its just a stepping stone towards the bigger picture and my ultimate goals.